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Name: Sivam
Aka: Sivam, Siv, Blitz, Player 3, Yellow Player, Mavis, Mavz
Class: Sin
Status: shell
Aspirations: nil.

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

HI!

So i guess some ppl were wondering why i wasnt in sch todae. or maybe they didnt care.. i feel so unloved. waahhh ='( hold mi. apparently my sense of time is really really off. My brain once agn had a convo in which L said stupid stuff, R swore and generally gave mi a headache when i woke.
So i slept at 2 coz i was tryin to work out sum things. then i plopped immediately into bed. had this dream abt being in sch and was being chased by my frenz and i fell down the stairs and into a large vat of cream in which people started laughin at mi and the evil american was havin his arms ard QL and he was making fun of mi and she was laughin and embracing him too.. ok so maybe it wasnt a dream. it was a night mare... the point is i knew i was in a dream, i always do. ive always seem to do tt since i was 15 and even if it was a nightmare i wont wake up coz i just wanna see how it ends up in the end. if u wake up in the middle u miss all the good stuff. so i had this nightmare and when i woke up it was 7 am. so i told my self that it was only 7 and i could sleep for half an hour and id still be ok. then when i went to sleep. had another dream of mi with QL (agn) but i guess it was like a short 5 minute dream.
I was wrong. apparently i knida woke up with a smile so i whacked my clock off the chair when i stretched my arms... i opened my room door and saw no one ard.. then remembered they all in malaysia zzz. then i saw the clock.. couldnt make out the numbers but the long one was pointing downwards and the other one was like -300 degress frm it. so i tot it was 7 30. opened my curtains and the sun was not shining in my face. it was.. shining above. i was like wtfux?. then i opened my eyes and noticed i had read the clock upside down. it was actually 2pm. by tt point L said LOL and R said fuck. quickly got ready, had sum toast and went straight to sch.
Intended to reach by 4 to go for psycho but reached at 3 30 so went for half of osh. haha. Psycho tut sucked. he pronounced my name correctly for once. and then pronounced it wrongly for the next 4 times. sigh.. maybe i should beat it into him with a stick. o well. presentations by the first two were ok. managed to get pictures of zhao yuns group. haha. enede abt 10mins early and mi zhao yun and joyce were debating on whether to go for lecture. i didnt feel like. niether did zhao. coz our tutor was the lecturer zzz. its bad to see 2 hrs worth of him. i dun one 50% free. then my conclusion was confirmed coz i saw QL walkin to the bus stop. waited a few seconds, siad my goodbyes and ran towards her. wee haha. talked on the way to the bus stop where we met xr and wendy. then jeck came and cramp my style. it was great that they werent taking the 15. so it was just mi and QL on the bus. it was great. if only i could get rid of the various strangers on it. o well. beggars cant be choosers. she was gettin off at the stop b4 the CS stop and i offered to go down with her to keep her company but she said i didnt have too. o well. didnt wanna make her feel... zzz so i didnt go. but i kinda felt bad.. did i say the rite thing or watever. o well
Called dan(xtra) when he finished and told him to meet at the bus stop in 20 mins. then i wne tot buy dinner and a snack for both of us. we met abt 2 mins b4 the bus. and went home together agn. talked abt how come a paladin uses a sword.... its just so wrong. i mean.. paladin... magic... then we talkin abt how he could pk zephy if only he could this one cool thingy. personalyl im not into ppl killing. i kill monsters to lv. im just so kind that way ahhaha.
Other than that nth much happened todae. i guess the memorable thing was that mi and QL are good frenz now. (R: ya and u better not try to screw it up now...) ^^ o well nth much else happened so i shall end now.

KTHXBYE!
(People are wrong when they say that opera is not what it used to be. It is what it used to be. that is what is wrong with it-Noel Coward)

Sivam entered the zone of despair and has been trapped there since 9/08/2004 01:04:00 AM

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