HI!
overall mood todae... fucked up. y? coz ql is sum kind of....forgot how to explain... like only got one thought... ah yes... a friggin drone. =
lets start frm the begining. aft the big bang the earth was just a big ball of gas and was compressed and turned into sum nice rock. then can the primordial soup and then the dinosaurs. the most fearsome was the Tyrannosaurus Rex! with his central american brother, the Tyrannosaurus Mex (he had a sombrero.. : mexican hat.).
anyway skipped it a couple of mellinia and we have mi. so i woke up ard... 10-ish. had a wonderful sleep. todae i was going to get ql her gift ^^. had a poptart for breakfast. damn those things are cool! how do they get the jam inside of it.. its like.. the greatest snack ever made.. then my mum scolded my sis for eating candy for breakfast. which set mi thinkin.. wat do u eat for breakfast? u cnat eat candy.. savouries are for tea and snacks.. and other stuff is for lunch & dinner. so wat defines a breakfast food. so far its supposed to be sweet (like candy), and give u lots of energy... (like candy). so.. its candy yet not candy.. it is the un-candy.. doomed to walk the earth neither candy nor non-candy. oo that sounds creepy... (the house of the candy..). of coz it explains the candy man being evil theory.. (in case u dont know.. heres the layman term of the theory... the candy man = evil.). anyway less candy! so aft breakfast wanted to watch john doe but the beyonce concert was on repeat mode. damn bitch beyonce. so in the end went to esplanade.
God dammit, its was so fuggin crowded. lost my way once coz i alighted at raffles place. then remebered wen qing told mi go city hall. then saw the signs and wow i was there... it was the coolest place. nice shops and stuffs. finally found the choc place aft walkin ard 3 times (remembered where i had dinner last time/ met cheryl (roxyqueen) and geraldine). would u belive i walked past the place twice coz i was looking left instead of right.. o well.. my internal compass really went haywire.. i got 15 bucks worth of chocs.. which in quantity was not really much. dood i could have pooped them one per hour and be done by todae...zz. reached home abt...2-ish. then msg ql to ask her which weekend-day she was free. (how to explain wat day on the weekend? weekend-day sounds...stupid.. weekdae is taken.. so.. its like.. stupid!.) argh watever.. anyway as usual she refused so i was like hm nvm just try sumthing.. so it went sumthing like this
Blitz->QL: you free on sundae? for a little while?
QL->Blitz: hm... thx for ur thoughtfulness, but its ok
Blitz->QL: (kinda pissed)....Mind reader?
QL->Blitz: haha
Blitz->QL: it wont take long.. probably 30 minutes tops..
QL->Blitz: no la..is ok.. thnx
so im like.. zz wtf. then met her on msn. was tryin to convince her and all so on. and u wont belive the shit that comes frm her head.. like this one ("hmm..but i accepted once..maybe can give someone else")... she wanted mi to give my bdae gift to her to someone else.. damn... stupid.. fer crying out loud.. so i tried to add sum humor by just sayin shit.. and she gives mi sum nice sentence : sivam really thanks for the effort to go get me something..but i think i will not take it..thanks
all i heard frm my head was my left brain goin wow.. u suck.. and r brian goin : tt bitch. man ud think sum1 would have sum self decency to say ty or something. but no. she has to be all high and mighty little miss princess of god dress mi up for fun and say bye to all the little lost souls/ non-believers. kinda sick of tt. last time asked her for opnion on something. and she replied saying that god did not doin on purpose.. she cant even think straight without consulting the big guy
o for crying out loud.. for years people change their theories abt everything due to new facts and discoveries. gallelio proved the sun was indeed the centre of the earth instead of the earth, leonardo da vinci created fantastic artworks and machines. jules verne pioneered the gateway to space travel. witht he theory of evolution. why is it that sume people still think abt god and the creation. our forefathers, ancestors were wronged and corrected by new facts, why cant this simple one god and stuff be still considered logical?
u wanna know y? coz its the deal fo majority vs minority. u cnat ever go agnst the majority even if they are wrong. remember one of the blitz's definitions : A lie is a lie. unless the majority knows abt it, in which it is called a commonly held belief.
honestly i dindt know wat i saw in ql until now. guess i was lulled into a false sense of security due to.....something other than my own fault..
ok just so to let u know, im not agnst religon or anything, so dun come flaming mi or something.. true i do not belive in religon. i do not believe in destiny, i do not believe in fate. I only belive in lady luck, and father time. but lately.. ive been thinking.. time... no magnitude to measure it, and no direction.. so.. does it even exist?... o well. we'll find out soon enuff. i also do not belive in heaven or hell. but rather our experiences create a personal heaven and hell for our own lives. the worst has come,and has gone. and if we live thru that, we sure have lived thru hell havent we?
woo... serious post... no funny... i feel so sad.. i will not bore u further.. o wth just one more. a rodeo clown is nobody's fren. ok kiddies? do not befriend clowns.. they're evil incarnate.
i just finished all the chocs i bought.. that means this post must end
KTHXBYE
(wat do u do when u find out the girl u like a mean bitch? call her a bitch and go eat a poptart)