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Name: Sivam
Aka: Sivam, Siv, Blitz, Player 3, Yellow Player, Mavis, Mavz
Class: Sin
Status: shell
Aspirations: nil.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

HI!

todae was a most crappiest dae... went out at 1plus to take my annual family photo... zzz then wanted to go home but bro wanted to eat out. then wanted to go home aft tt but mum wanted to go town to buy stuff.. so had to follow agn.. then aft that instead of going home, went to tm. so i coudlnt take it and i told them im goin home. then reached home abt 7 when iw atched the simpsons... and csi miami wee!.

My dad as usual was being a jerk. big jerk.. mr jerky mcjerk! bloody hell. first he tells mi tt during my hols he wanna go for family holidae.. zzz cant leave mi alone in the house.. dammit la.. then mum scold mi for asking why i cant be left in the house and my dad tried to be a good parent by nodding his head and giving crap stories.. heck.. only know how be a yes man.. same as b4... he see mi do sumthing , ijustify my action he agrees totally, then when my mum comes in to scold mi he immediately changes sides.. my mum aint better either.. i remember the parent teacher conference.. the nite b4 she was like : dun worry. nth happened so we'll explain watever they are not sure..
go there.. 2 teachers+ 2 parent scolding mi. zzz nth like 4 adults tellin u to go for therapy. and nth like telling 4 adults that the o levles are on next month and i dun have to care abt wat u said by then ^^.

was thinking abt my life while int he car [coz u know.. the outside was boring... nth my concrete everywhere.] and i was thinking of...mon agn... zz i dont know why i keep thinkin of her... i guess she was the second person to actually like mi back when i liked her... [first was kim richardson.zzzz u notice all the girsl whu like mi all frm otehr countries... sg girls are mean...!] and it occured to mi. she was the first person to actaully hug mi [john, u r not included u....mean fag. blurdy hell] bascially it kinda mad me happy and sad.. coz im nv gonna see her agn.. but i knew i was loved at one point in my life.. zzzz but o well... things change, shit happens and we cant do anything abt it. but i still miss and wonder wat if ya know.. i guess its ok to wonder.. not ok to obsess ^^.

figured out my christmas list! weee! wanna read it? well .... yes or no im gonna write it! XD

DA LIST!
New Computer coz my old one looks like its gonna die
Laptop if the computer thingy is not available
A pair of sunglasses (yellow lens)
A new bag [sorry gen, the creative bag cant use... scared it will break agn but i will keep it for sentimental value]
Cheesecake [i like cheesecake]
Cookies [wat can i say? i like cookies too]
Sum1 special...or whu thinks im special... [well.. i guess thats no one i guess but hey.. 18yrs of loneliness wats one day gonna do? =X lol]

u know wat would be cool. if i went to beach on christmas day.. usualy everyone would be at home and id be out with my sepcail sum1.. but then agn so would every other lonely couple.. o pls pls let them go home dammit. then we'drolly have dinner sumplace nice... buy dessert, and eat it while watching the sunset... then id walk her home bla bla bla... which means she lives near my place.. which is whu? [zzzzz u didnt read the last part miss pink~]

o which reminds mi of my movie outing and reminds mi of the mean thing sum1 said abt my fren which leads to....

My First Ever Hate Report!

GARY
u mean guy! y u so mean to mi!!!!!!! tell u abt my movie thingy with a fren still can gimme evil comments until i stunned u lucky i was in a good mood and i tryin to give up excessive swearing. and this is nto the first time! bloody hell when sum1 tells u sumthing... try to amke sure the first thing u say is a nice compliment... then the rest of ur sentences can be super mean... coz if the first thing is nice, the person knows its ok then rest of ur mean statements is just jokes... u pro le. start with eman stuff.. end up being a meanie then rest of it.. maybe jokes but how do we know??? how?????? next time try to be abit nicer.. if u read this dun get angry... coz that just makes u meaner. is there such a word.. uh..more mean... better? otherwise u become more mean... [dun tell gary i wrote this.. let him find on his own.. the mean guy!]

well thats it for todae i guess. i wrote alot of shiet didnt i? o well ^^

KTHXBYE
(Bigamy is having one wife too many. Mongamy is the same - Oscar Wilde)

Sivam entered the zone of despair and has been trapped there since 12/12/2004 08:06:00 PM

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