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Aka: Sivam, Siv, Blitz, Player 3, Yellow Player, Mavis, Mavz Class: Sin Status: shell Aspirations: nil. |
Tuesday, February 15, 2005 HI! nth much happened during my two hiatus weeks so dun bother asking.... my valentines day abit FUCKED UP like always...but it wasnt my fault... i certainly as heck didnt do anything... really... REALLY!!!!! wells lets start frm the beginning...(i wont talk abt dinosaurs coz i already dd tt joke once haha. XD) so i came up with the perfect plan... it was 4 steps... well 5 when gary put it in perspective 1) do something 2) get rejected 3) go buy sumthing nice 4)go home play game... gary says go home and play game mus tbe seperated but....enuff said... so int he middle of the day..stress! so many stuffs to rush.... then in the end my fren....(i wont say his name... but i'll give u a clue... his name starts with "G" and ends with an..."ary Ng Xian Boon"..... XD XD XD XD XD) says he ask mi get sumthing for sum1 then he get sumthing for sum1 then like kinda morale each other...so im like wtfux.... but i refused...so he like nvm... then during icp he try to convince mi to do stuff.... but int he end..i still didnt want to... and i tried to get him to do nth...he had 2nd thoughts...which was good.... coz cannot spend so much money on things u cant keep forever.... [i dun like my own advice...].... but then aft icp he went to buy..... wat a weak little hypocritical litlle idiot.....ah nvm...nth personal.. then it was...then they wnated to go tm...i was kinda 50/50 on tt ...and since 5 of us couldnt fit on a taxi..i went to take bus..haha bb...thend ecided to meet them..so i took 23.....met them at cs..and they tell mi tehy rushed to the 69 so im WTFUX agn. but anymet them..heard it went well so it was ok...then decided to go for coffee so im like ok...coffee is always good...especially if its the triple expresso or higher....keeps mi awake for along long time...the sleep recovery is bad tho zz... i remember my quintruple expresso...used to have one daily during nov 02.... o levels...then slept like a mad dog aft tt...quintruple..... mmmmm..... now i dun even think i can survive a quadruple let alone a quintruple... =( ANYWAY. they just walked to this wierd place so im huh so follow..then met the 4 gals...so i immediately...went home. kthxbye!... told them bye..philip msgs me saying they wondering where i was..told them i was hoing home...which was partly true coz i was buying cookies and going home... CURRENTLY: skips steps 1 and 2..go to 3 and 4.! it was a fool proof plan..... UNTIL! so i was watching desperate housewives...which was after family guy.... i tell u family guy is one heck of a cool comedy...animated...but still cool...esp the brain of the evil baby stewie [eg"DAMN u mother! u have impeded my actions since i escaped from your wretched womb..." LOL] then she msgs mi.... saying sumthing like "i appreciate wat u did...but no..not ready for relationship...still be fren... bla bla " standard template answer...which roughly translates to... "ur a loser no...and im gonna avoid u and leave u alone so u can die cold and alone....and ur not my kind of guy coz one small defect maybe.. but hey a defect is a defect..." like i said roughly..not 100% correct. but anyway.... when u think abt the math.... step 1 was do sumthing step 2 was rejection.... steps 2 will only occur is step 1 did.... but step 1 didnt happen...yet step 2 did.... so....this is where the final WWWTTTFFFUUUXXX comes into place.. i mean, wth was this abt... i didnt do anything and ppl say this...for crying out and this wat happens...i mean it was bad to get rejected all the time...but now im getting rejected for doing absolutely nothing...i mean..even ambrose has a girl..... AMBROSE.... the guy whu plays like a maniacial idiot and looks and acts like a idiotic maniac.... him! KNS...who hates mi? HIM UP or HIM DOWN... dammit la. dun do anything get reject...leanred frm philip & the guy frm the com lab..start with g... that her frens tease her..so she must have wrote....so that means.... once again... FROG killed my chances....she did it once....and unlike danny ocean's wife...this one "prolly did it again for kicks..." dammit lah i hat emy life... thats it... if i dun get a gf by the time im 20...bachelorhood here i come!.... i dun care abt this anymore...without even doin anyhting i get stuff like this... its too extreme....thats means the luck follows mi whether i do anything or not.. SCREW THIS YEAR. ranting: done? it is time to watch friends on star world....thenw alk the dog... then pack bag for tomorrow..got pci and pslp quiz.. z KTHXBYE [the only way to a woman's heart is thru the path of torment.... i know none as sure...] |
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