HI! [if u read this whole post, i love u ppl!]

oh my god.. i cant belive its the end of the month of may already... alot has been done.. good and bad. and i regret not doin many more stuff. if i could relive this month, nay this life, i would have made all the mistakes...only sooner. and given more praise. =D.

i last blogged on the 6th...so tt means i gotta hook u up on 3 weeks of stuff. i hopei dont write too little.. not much has happened but i have had too many thoughts swirling in my head that it is not possible to make sense of it all.. heck even i dont know wats goin [lefty: partay!]

the 9th! was a memorable day for mi. it was the first day of our attachment trainin at the Chemical Process Training Centre! the bus rides were long but it was fun! i was amde of the two leaders to uh.. get ppl on the buses which was of course a stupid thing if u know wat i mean. the first day was cool. i learnt that the place and my future working place was one big fuggin death trap! everything caused death. not like in other schs where maybe u die due to long term stuff. mine was like quick and painless. sum painful but i shall not go there. i notice i was gettin lousier at basketball.. i think it was the warcraft that did tt. o well.. we played bridge and memories of my old chalet with the sec sch gang were coming back. the food there is pretty much friggin expensive. zz. aft the thing a bunch of us went to have dessert at the food court under the train station heh. which was kind of nice.

the 10th was not as exciting but i felt kinda good. we played bridge the whole day and learnt abit more.. 16modules in hrs? tis madness! thankfully we had alot of good stuff and people to keep company. we had lunch at a new place. but it was still quite expensive.. aft lessons played abit more bball and ppl were like tellin mi to call the buses. zz for crying out loud the buses will come when they do orite? sheesh bunch of bigots. aft we reached tamp we went to play dota.. like 15 of us! can u say woot? XD XD. played dota.. learned to use zeus agn. wat a cool thing! wrath wrath!!!! and i finally learned that u can buy items! and use em! XD XD

the 11th was a wednesday and it was just so cool.. almost everyone was playin cards! so we renamed it card playing trainin centre. many thanks to the people whu taught others how to play bridge and alot of people started to play basketball. which brought up a disturbing trait i see in myself..
THEORY TIME!: i think that im a very unique sponge.. when there are not many ppl doin something i m. they canr egard mi as being a good player. like when there were like less thatn 20 of us playing bball.. rightfully i was 20th in skill. and i had no talent; therefore no way of improvement. but now..due to sudden increase in number of bball players... i suck..and like im ranked 49 of 49? wth man. the talent is now super saturated and i cant stand it. same with bridge. bakc then when it was just mi shawn pat and john, my partner and mi can own instantly. now so many ppl. esp xiew ans wq and aloy... seh can play until u cry. zzz.ent to play more dota aft sch. wth man.. was slowly turning broke u know.. sigh

the 12th, a thursday was ok. aft schw ent for dota.. learned alot more. like wood and jeck rock man. they are the like experts of dota. all hail them!. XD XD. the scho was ok.. xiew ddint come was a bastard and justin was acting all freaky and stuff. but o well. it was nothing compared to the ordinary justin.. that guy is startin to freak mi out u know. somehting abt him scares mi. and i fear he has somethin to hide.. its just a feeling.

friday the 13th, xiew didnt come agn which made mi vent all frustration on derek which was nice of him to tolerate haha. we had this conversation. i was callin him gay and making him look like a fag, like how in the show Titus, everyone made tommy look like a fag. SO derek turns to mi and says:

Derek: hey i have heard enough about this ok? if u say one more word i will punch in the face u got tt?

well derek is a strong guy i guess, i hear he beat sum1 half to death once when he couldnt take it anymore. but i heard from him so ... eh i dont know XD , so i looked him straight in the eye and said:

Sivam: word

yea i did...cant belive i did that either, nevertheless he just looked at mi, and let his hand down. heh the mouth is indeed mightier. too bad all those idiots in sch cant handle my insults. basically only 3 ppl can handle: John, Xiew, and Wen Qing. and i mean solo. then now all got little group behind mi so if i insult of their little comrades, they all take up arms and gangbang mi, and it always ends up in mi swearing and actign like a fool. heh. see them next time. one on one! fuck them all up... start with derek.. then with gary... then with jeck.. mao, aloy, daniel, pat, wood, ken, arc, clive, then the big 4! racist ah beng kah wah, evil wen qing, cocky xiew and mighty john! i take u all down!! I CUT U!.
ahem well. then aft tt we went to have dinner then we went dota.. but i wasnt hungry so mi n max went to dota first. Max is a great guy man! a good ferend! then played sum cs..max left early.. i learn that the shotgun is fun! XD XD

on saturday i stayed at home and played abit of warcraft.. a few days till the expiry of my account zzz. =( sadd isnt it? o well.

on sunday mi n philip went to cut our hair~~~~~! yea man haircut! we went to this palce philip told mi abt which was recommended by his sis. we reahed the place aft a few wrong turns. we had this thought that it was a female salon but she said it wasnt. and it wasnt! then we had our hair done. i got mine spiky! the guy, Ivan, said my hair was good coz it had a natural curl or something so when style messy it would look super cool! and it did.. philips hair succumbed to gravity which funny sight to see! we took the 15 home and i slept with lighter head and higher self esteem.

get to it tomorrow!

KTHXBYE!