HI!

woah its been like a whole month since ive blogged, im so ashamed of myself. alot of stuff has happened so i'll try to recap and explain when necessaary, bare with mi as this is the last day of july , hence national day/week/month or watever they call it now, so it means singapore is gonna get busier than an ant in a sugar factory. mmmm sugar...

ok back to stuff!

Change of blog song! : to herald in the month of august, the song has bveen changed to The Backstreet Boys 'the unloved'. reasons? its a nice song when u listen to the lyrics & the fact that gary introed it to mi and gary is born somewhere in this month (the date will not be revealed for safety reasons). o yea my bros bday is up soon too.. on the same day! coincidental aint it?. o well. i dont know my blogign frequency as of yet but nothing usually happens. nothing unsual happens i mean.

Work: werk is good! 5 weeks have passed, i finally know my major project, havent started, lost my notebook on friday at kfc so i ahve to start frm scratch. i went to work sick last tuesday to friday, and infected sum1 so my job was done^^. i got miniprojects to do at work im so happy coz im busy, otherwise id be asleep, and ive already been flamed for sleepin once. for god sake, im not sleepin coz im slacking. i sleep coz ive got nothing to do. and i only sleep at ard 4.45 to 4.50 all the way till 5? isnt tt ok or something? 10mins is cool. its all good! zzzz alot of ppl keep mis pronouncing my name. how hard is Sivam? 'sivam' 'stephen' are some of the examples given to mi which i endure with a smile and clenched fist. but o well they dont mean harm so i like the environment. stragely im working in a place where there are no indians so im like omgwtf this is so wierdz! which would be ok coz even if they added an indian, it wount be a point coz i cnat speka normal tamil properly lol. there is this cute girl too. just grad frm tp (only 20!) and she just looks nice with those glasses and when she smiles. haha o well but one days she like close one day she like silent so im like bla watever (xiew says: lesson 1: dun give a bloody fark abt the girl) and im lettin her do watever she wants.

Sick: fell sick on tuesday, suffered the major part of it on wednesday, and recuped on thurs and fri. lol 72hour flu^^. i missed csi on wednesday coz my mum said i needed sum rest so dun watch. wtf man the season finale, a 2hr csi directed by quentin tarantino and i missed it. thankfully i watched it on sunday so it was all good i think. i hope i dun fall sick anytime soon, i just dun know if i can take another sick work day, i dun intend to take any days off. my pay may get cut and i sure as heck dont want that. working minimum wage already so bloody fuggin sad..

Clubbing: i went to china black with max, wen qing, kah wah, ken, hong piaw, philip, john, gary, zhi zhong, yeshun and jun quan on one of the fridays. damn it was a whole new experience.. sadly no cute girls, tho philip got lucky lol. i cant dance tho o well. and there was a lot of fuggin smoke ard, and i dun mean mist. i mean cig smoke. (note to self: dun take amelia clubbing, she hates smoke) (note to self 2: amelia is mean, u dun ferend them). moving on, aft tt we just walked ard like idiots then went home. i reached home at 3am lol

Coupling!:damn there are alot of couples ard arent there? chem eng has a new couple! congrats to that specific couple! and prolly a future couple and another future couple, none of them with mi in it of course. im gonna be single.. and hopefully rich. which makes mi a bachelor. patrick suggested amking a bacheors club, which is very very tempting at the moment.

Parents: well my parents are just so very very mean! they read 2 bloody articles in the newspapers abt game addicts and they instantly label mi as an addict. they cut my com time, they wanna take it out of my room and do alot more stuff. damn them man. i cant believe them, i really cant. wat on earth did i do to deserve this shiet. gaming was the only destressin thing i did aside frm csi. its all bloody shitful u knw. one of these days im just gonna gather alot of articles of gamers whu have happy lives, and show them.

Gaming: WoW is still in afk mode due to the fact i dun wanna waste 50bucks just to play on weekends and since my parents are locking down net time, it would be worse. feel like playing maple but no inspiration. the guys and i are playin dota and hero siege and various other maps. i suck at dota so i dun play with my poly frenz. they ownz and scold mi, and i cant take the pressure.. so i play with sec sch frenz.

Goals for life!: ive decided on 3 things to do before i die. number one was to make one of the greatest online games ever. still having trouble with a name for it though. number 2 was to get my blog published in the paper for the fame^^. and number 3 was to get the name (or is it a word?) BlitzSivam in wikipedia and not by my means. o yea. BlitzSivam! hail me!

well thats basically the month of july in ablog post. geez ive got to get a girlfriend. u guys take care and have a pleasent month ahead. anything just remember, just msn! o and btw, life is one big fucked up mishap aft another. then u die =)

KTHXBYE!

(i have a room in my house full of mirrors. sometimes i go there to reflect.)