hi.

zzzz i dont know wats wrong with mi right now. with my body, mind and soul... i feel like something got ripped out of mi and tt ripped out thingy is lost forever inside the infinity and eternity that is the universe and time. i guess it all started when i read harry potter and the half blood prince (speaking of which, any1 whu wants to read it msg mi, i arrange a time to loan u. no charge u all are ferends.). and i read half an hour a day frm mon to thurs.. so tt was 200pages of insignificant stuff. but once i read the last chap and stuff it was all kinda sad i guess. but then again it was a book. the sadness of the book has left mi but sumthing else had cropped up inside. i cant eat, sleep or think nromally now, this depression inside of mi is slowly eating mi and i cant seem to get rid of it. zzz. the strange thing is that i dun remember anything bad happenining to anyone or doin anyhting bad to someone.

sigh its been one year, give or take a few weeks i think, since she died. she shall be missed forever... byebye shi min. zzz i dun know wat else to write... i miss her yea, but i cnat od anything abt it. *shrug. shes at a better place sum1 said. rite... ok for her then ^^..

dammit i cant study, eat, sleep watch tv or even play games in peace rite now. something is stoppin mi... wat on earth is wrong with mi. im gonna go mope agn....

bye

(i dont wanna be anything other than wat ive been tryin to be lately....)