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Aka: Sivam, Siv, Blitz, Player 3, Yellow Player, Mavis, Mavz Class: Sin Status: shell Aspirations: nil. |
Sunday, October 09, 2005 HI! i cant belive i gotta blog like once every week now...i feel so... ashamed leaving this old boy to rot while i have fun and not write abt it. o man i feel bad. so lets get this over with, go do my mp, my mp log book, my sip report, my sip report, and go play some world of warcraft.! first off..new song for the new month! this months song is... tadaa! something jazzy for the ears^^. this is 'taking a chance on love' by renee olstead. great voice hm? strange thins is she is only 16.. she also appeared in the comedy series still standing... and she has great red hair... smooth as silk... mmm silky so wats up with mi lately? some may think ive just died to loneliness and went up to heaven. well ure wrong. first off, if i died id go the other direction ^^. second off im not dead in the first place [first off..second off, in the first place...wat?] anyway the sip is coming to an end... 5 more fugly days! then im free to...do..my major...project. fuck. anyway i'll be ok. im always ok! im never gonna fail anything like i told u all before! woot! u guys hear that song 'you're beautiful' by tt james guy? isnt kinda...sad? not really a frigign love song.. its more of a sad sad omg criiez song... esp the last part of the chorus where he says 'and i dont know wat to do.. coz i'll never be with u..' tsk tsk so very true in so many instances and on so many levels. my company plays gold 90.5fm songs all day so im content. i get to listen to brian richmond talk, the songs he puts set the rite mood. and i hear alot of familiar songs, like safety dance, sara, carrie, every rose has its thorn and i live my life for u. the oldies are great i tell u. damn great. i love pink floyd rite now. esp the song 'how i wish u were here'. very nice. pink floyd is mellow.. makes u feel..relaxed... ^^ i ve been reading alot of online comics recently. its something i do in my free time at work.. those 5 mins a bloody precious. links will be up soon.^^ yes im still single, but everyone is bloody pairing up lol... artemicion is paired up wiht a chick frm his class, duez is still single, so is xtra. noobishme has got a chick aft him lucky guy ^^. in chem eng.. well lets see.. gratz to mr ang. which i just remember i still owe my mythology book for his personaly research. o well i'll give it to him the next time i see him. shawn is a great guy. he knows alot abt stargazing and astrology, two field i was way interested b4. [lucky girl who got him! wahahaha] do i have anyone special in mind these past few months?...nope...yes..maybe yes n no. sorry im quite indecisive... anyway im mroe of a 50/50 thing. im currently a member of patrick lau's bachelor club.. or am i vice prez... i forgot.. i thin mi n pat started it together. so far alot of ppl left us.... philip.... de jun... zzzz only 2. nvm if u knew mi tts alot of ppl. hear abt the racist bloggers and stuff. boy its hard to actually say things ard anythin or anyone isnt it. too bad everyone to uppity and like to set stuff aflame everyday. i guess watever makes those leeches happy, im all for it. but personally i think its all a big pile of bollocks if u ask mi. but hey we live in a multi multi thing society. lets be tolerant. no bombs ok? no harm no foul ^^. im playing World of Warcraft again. re-rolled [tt means i played another character] a Warlock on kalecgos and its so cool. update later abt tt ^^. i think im in love.. but i think rejections are the only solution.. o well i wanna aim for an immunity against rejections. i wanna look at a girl aft she rejects mi and say 'kay'. wouldnt tt be cool. altho that would make more a freak as usual o yea! wat the heck is wrong with everyone... and wat is wrong with mi.. why is everyone so distant.. poly life is beginning to feel like secondary sch..[ask ping han for more info..]. ppl keep judgin mi too early.. fuck. and yea man i cant get a girl zzz.. i either take to long or too short.. to fast or too slow... wat exactly is the rite timing.... max i tried ur multicast theory. blurdy the only thing i caught was the flu.. zzz no relevance but yea. and alvin..zz the transition is hard... i dun wan to give up gaming.. if i do...wat else do i have.. not a good worker..not a good player..dont go out... cnat go out.. no dates no nothing id be an empty shell.. a fucking drone i tell u. like my work place...how can anyone stick to a job for 10 yrs.. my dad has been on his for 35 years...35 years!!! wat the hell is wrong with everyone.. no excitement in life... 35 years of doin the same thing... i feel sorry. and yet i feel he knew wat he was doing... 9-5 isnt for mi.. i need something fun.... i need sopmething happening.. i wanna be a rich bachelor livin life on the edge. woot edges. nothing else is happenning...everything is slowly coming to an end and im not prepared yet. god i hope i ca make it.. u think i can make it... i think i can...yet i cant.. o well nth is there? nth to say or do. so.. kthxbye~~~ [BlitzSivam! 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