HI!


so its been like... 4 days since i posted that post that caused mi to gain remarks like 'sux' and stuff. all i can say is. bla. ah well. freedom of speech and all that jazz. am i rite? i am rite. damn straight i am rite.! but then... the gov keeps putting people in jail so i gotta watch where i tread on. as long as i keep purely evil and not community-evil, im all good. i think. darn i hope so.
lets start with the latests things first... coz i forgot wat i did earlier. XD

Harry Potter


i went to watch HP4: GOF on wednesday!!! wahaha. went with shawn. interesting conversation we had before we decided to watch

talkin abt random stuff. [shawn and mi]

shawn : random random random
sivam: stuff stuff stuff stuff!
shawn: hey u wanna go watch HP
sivam: mi? wat? now?
shawn: yes. hp, now.
sivam: k

and we were off!

movie at 3.15 so i was able to reach back home on time without being fired upon 'why the heck were u late'.

Comments on the movie

negatives: not as true to the story as i hoped, didnt explain much of the details involved, such as the priory incantum effect, the use various water breathing spells and items, and the dragon thingy...sigh i wished for more dragons!...

positives: Emma Watson and Clemence Posey! o hell yea man sexy as hell [written by pat] but yea i agree. emma was only 15 but hell man, she was pretty hot. altho she looks much much more cuter in real life, with wavy hair. and her scenes were great. especially the scene b4 the ballroom, when she walks down the stairs, absolutely stunning... and Clemence Posey, the 21-yr old french actress, who plays fleur delacour, a hot blonde. im serious, her eyes are perfectly blue, and she has this aura ard her that just demands everyone to go 'awww'. daniel and rupert got a kiss frm her. both lucky! lol. bonnie wright [ginny weasley] didnt have much scenes and her hair wasnt as red as before tho lol. the Weasley twins: frat boys man! woot so damn fuggin cool.

Monday i had my bloody checkup. PES A =(. u know that this means im screwed. as in super screwed. gonna fail napfa thanks to my inability to jump decently. so yea. altho id prolly have my frenz with mi wahaha. the medical was ok nothing proby. the mental test was fun. mental ccalculations here, playing with the number pad like im playing in WoW there. and alot of number patterns and stuff lol.

i have this urge to give my blog a total revamp, but im not sure if i shud do that. plus im thinkin of guest bloggers and stuff. but hell, this aint no tv show. but yea i guess it would be nice if ppl came in here and wrote abt mi so id know wat u actually think abt it. maybe i'll explain more on new years.

i saw this cute girl in sch on wednesday. ard 4plus. she was sooo cute! her hair was jet black, was short.. longish short. uh.. like... um.. cant describe its one of those short, yet long hair. argh im blowing my brains out! dammit. anyway and she had this sweet weet smile. i think its coz the braces pulled mi in. 3 things i look for in a girl.

1)Short Hair
2) Glasses
2) Braces

Only one person has ever been able to pull the look off with all 3 quality.[ my trinity gal heh ^^. and no not trininty frm matrix. fools]. there have been ppl with 2 or more of these. which is common coz almost everyone wears glasses [ haha myopic suckers.] and some gals are cute without any but they are of low priority bla bloa bla. dun kill mi pls. but yea this girl was super cute!!!. found out shes in year one food scicence, got her matric card number when she was typing it in. [ it was cool, in an instant i memorized it.] then igot her name aft she logged on and the screen said welcome blah bla blah. im good at recon. yea searching for info ftw!

uh well ive been seeing tt girl frm year 2 bio.. kah wah knows whu she is. haha. but yea sad fro mi. maybe i was too slow..or too fast, too pushy, or not pushy enuff. ah well. alot of reasons i guess. or maybe there were none at all. thats usually the worst. ah heck with it.

i realized that shawn is a bloody nice guy. ok i mean i knew that since i met him last year but now we got alot in common and we share a good bond. shawn has got a good soul. sorry to put him in the middle of the fence tho. but hey dont worry abt it 'mon heh. to all those on the middle fence, u guys dont worry abt it too. to those whu have no idea abt wat the heck im saying. dont worry ur heads abt it. this will all be over. heh.

[RANTS OF A MADMAN: if u feel insulted, or being targetted, stop. just read thru this like normal person. comments allowed in msn, tag board. enjoy the rants, and dont step on the rats]

=The Clans have been formed, past alliances broken and new ones reforged from exposure and lo and behold, the flower of love blossoms in hearts of many.= - quoted by me. it may sound familiar but this was burning in my head haha.

Did u ever Notice the differences that have been occuring in the hall of chem eng. a novel could be written abt it, but yea whod wanna buy it. prolly dl it from somewhere.

anyway. back in the day [its not so far is just 2 years back.], everyone was kinda edgy. care grps were regarded as teams, and not many socialized. there were a few, yea. pat, john... pat... yea. it wasnt really hostile, but it wasnt really frenly either.

the first class rearrangement saw good things. met max which was cool. and lu kai too. yea gamers for the win. it was fairyland i think. faggot game now tt i think abt it. then met ping hans mates in maple story too. tt was cool too. then i met more ppl thru maple.

then sumthing happened.. somewhow during the whole of cptc and stuff, everyone just fucking changed. it was funky. i mean something must have happened b4 cptc. but the prblem was i dont know. which is freaky coz i feel wierd to the change. something happened during cptc and during sip that made everyone hostile to mi. so i was left out. whichw as cool now. thats y... instead of seeing the old ad32 sitting together at the left side of the lt, most of them have amassed themselves in the centre of the lt, and the stragglers have found their way back to the left. myself? i have migrated to the right side. its much more airy. ^^. but i guess the alliance was inevitable. all i hope for now is nothin screws up. but if anyone says my blog sux and is lookin for a fite. i urge u to walk away rite now. this baby here. is my life. it contains my true feelings. not the facade u see just sitting around and listening to the stones doing a guitar solo. ok. dont look mi and say mutter stuff like im a freak. i may be eccentric yea. but thats coz not only do i think outside the box, i think outside the box the first box was inside in. im not really wild,i just have a different train of thought, i like to challenge stuff. i dont wanna be a woker drone all my life and end it by line dancing all day till i die. i wanna go out, i wanna go have fun.

and yes i may look like some kind of demoralized guy. but thats coz nothing is inspirational rite now. look at this life. it is nothing but a cold lonley barren area. i need that spark. the thing that makes one's o just twinkle when something or someone walks past him. i wan that. u see mi? ive dont have that. everything is just so sux rite now. theres no inspiration, everyone is just avoiding mi. well fine then. but when i find out wth is wrong with u all, and for gods sake, insult mi behind my back one more time. and i'll find u, find those whu helped, those whu told u, those u told. etc etc. im not gonna change for anyone, coz this is mi so accept it. i admit i am a game addict. but thats coz theres nothing better i can do. maybe for the rite person id give up gaming.

yea u heard mi. i told someone whu asked mi tt same question. yea for the rite perosn id give up gaming. but take this pill for thought.

u say that religion is good, and religion is bla bla bla rite? now heres a deal. ure into religion, and im into gaming. how abt we make a pact? u take up gaming for awhile. just a while. i mean u dun have to like it. but i want an honest opinion. i want to try something before u diss it. this isnt bungee jumping. this wont kill u.

in return id go to church or watever u guys do. see this is a win win situation. we both try something new. we both are exposed to new stuff and we have solid opinions not backed up my our own prejudices. try somehting b4 u deem it fucked ok?

i say this coz most of u religous ppl think i base my opinions falsely. well how to put it. ure wrong.

there used to be this girl. she was cute. so darn cute. nice glasses. had tt geeky yet 'oo lah lah' look. and she head a drop dead smile. anyway she used to invite to there church stuff. i went with here.

not once, 3 times. 3 times.

i admit it was kinda fun. but all she ever did b4 or after that was just shove mi off. shed be cold to mi for like 360 days a years but for 5 days shed be nice to mi. 2 days b4 the event. day of the even.. 2 days aft event. tts it. hurt twice. third time i couldnt care. absolutely just couldnt take it. see ppl just want you to do stuff they do. and then aft that they dun care abt u. i admit this girl was nice. but i dont know.. something abt her made mi not care anymore? yea. so its was kinda rough at first but yea she wasnt into mi. too bad it took mi a long time to figure that out. lol o well.


ok ive been gettin random advice frm max and shawn these past few says so i assume i gotta clear some stuff between u ppl.

1) First off, im not attention seeking. if u dun wanna read, just be like wat max blog said, press the white x on the red background icon and leave. or press back if u were at an important page like xiews pro blog. the reason i wrote all of that is that alot of stuff was on my mind, and i needed to get it all out to i) put it somewhere i can remind myself. and ii) to put it a place so that ppl whu think that im sum kind of stoner whu just breezes thru everything. a fren of mind said that i was one of tt last people he expected needed help [ yea i said fren =D] and well the post kinda made him shake tt off. do not EVER assume people for who they are. ok maybe im a hypocrite but hell yea prove mi wrong like how i proven u wrong. [Note: do not assume stuff ok?]. some people have come to a conclusion that my blog sux. but hey. look i wasnt attackin anyone specifically, i was attackin u all in general. and pls.. words hurts yea. but try to get urself immune. altho its quite unsuccessful. someone was mean to me today on my game. and he made mi sad. so i fucking stabbed him with my blade. and killed him everytime i see him [his nick in game was i Hate Indians. how could i resist?]


2) the 4 qualities thing. not mi idea, wizzy aka jeremy told us that tha was the thing his gf told him abt guys. which is kinda ironic for jeremy coz he has a nice nice character and yet the girl wants him to be nicer. ah well [ note: gave jeremy his qote back]

3) Christmas Lists have a reason to be early! as i found out, its so that people whu care abt you get to get u wat u need in time. lol mine aint tt big.. so here goes

BlitzSivam's Christmas Wish List 2005
1) subscription to World of Warcraft [abt 50 bucks so yea dont lol this is a joke prezzie]
2) a Cheesecake [plain, no nothing]
3) Apple Pie, Optional Vanilla Ice Cream [yea its delish]
4) A Rolling Stones or Renee Olstead music cd [ yea]
5) A geek t-shirt! from www.zestuff.com like the rat flain shirt in the vg cats section. or maybe one of the dinosaur hunter shirt in the nuklear power section!


and lastly. sumthing is seriously wrong with mi. everday i get home from sch and then i sleep like a log until 11pm. then i wake up, have some food, then go to sleep. then i wake up at 4am and start playing. wth has happenned to my body! o god my sleep patterns are in disorder. this is the work of the AIA subject. and cGMP! oooo dun think it wont be blamed. damit sia. my patterns are off so im missing all my shows. its not fair~~. not fair at all~~ i missed numbers, house, ed, csi all 3 of em. and my arrested developement and Sopranos!!! dammit sia. its not really good to miss tv. ud die. also i think im addicted to radiation from screens. the daystar is not really very nice to look at now. ^^

well thats all i got to write now. 2.5k words! hooray for mi. thanks for reading. to all those kind guys readin. i think i wrote alot of stuff repeatedly so sorrry abt that. remember commments are welcome.

KTHXBYE~

[Monty Python's Life of Brian is a great movie! lol but its kinda mockin if u know wat i mean. but try to watch it with a open mind, and heart. kay?]- BlitzSivam