HI (mood in general: 75% sad 20% mad 5% happy [coz of chicks!])

This is a blog. it is meant for rants. not for fites. u wanna fite abt my blog. go shoot urself in the foot. thx. all these thoughts were immediately put into....web paper and did not undergo any alteration. which means that this is wat i actually think. so dont thinkof this as some racism blabbity bla. i dont the goverment knockin at my door tellin mi ' we got nth to report in our newspaper, can we like charge u for sedition? pls? we'll give u a cookie.'. this is a rant only. so ... yea. besides u proly need a whole bag of cookies!

oooo 19 to the end of the year. and somehow my blog seems haxed,! i cant log in and see a damn thin. maybe its the com, or maybe its the blogger. or maybe its just me. either way, some1 has to be blamed for hax!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGSPLOSION! its not fair dood, not fair at all

btw had my cgmp test on monday. i love wallace lim's marking scheme. his idea was that for MCQ, for every correct answer u get 1 mark, for every wrong answer one mark gets deducted and for a blank answer.... u get/lost nothing. it was fun... altho i kinda didi everything too fast. didnt care abt my marks.. was going for the shoot first regret later technique. ah well.

tuesday was ok. no lab but came to sch early to do other stuff... wednesday was great! i saw that girl frm year 1 once agn. so darn cute lol. thursday was.... um..mt lab. o yea. sux!. the yip fella mispronounced my name 3 times. he said serun. seeeee run..... wth is wrong with him. he calls azmi azami. like sum kind of sushi place. big idiot. i swear he looks like a warcraft critter. just cant decide between pit lord and daranei but thats not really important isit? yea

tomorrow is sunday. and im going to be out the whole day at a pre wedding ceremony i think. i dont really know wat it is. i think its like a thingy b4 a indian wedding where u go and say hi to everyone b4 the big day. and sadly i have to go in traditionaly clothes coz uh... im the best man.

yea im the best man. i dont know if u know but it kinda works out this way..

so on my dad's side..hes the 2nd eldest. the eldest is his bro, my uncle, and he has 2 girls. One getting married. and generally.. i think the eldest grandson is the best man at all these things. since my uncles has no sons, they look at the second oldest son...whu is my dad.. and then see his oldest son. which is...me. and they go... o m g :O. and yea tts how i became the best man to a wedding i ddint know was going on until last month. i dont know wat im supposed to be doin also. ah well.. just go there.. listen to music.. ^_^. altho i have to wear traditional.. which sux. on the plus side its at nite. so i can charge everything b4 nite time can go there and act stoned. once agn ^^.

hm apparently Kim Wakerman joined that kids central show team kc/dc on tv. shes pretty cute. i shall go watch for awhile

ah darn shes gone ok back to bloggin. i think kim is cute. sure wish i could win a date with her lol. but then agn. whu wouldnt rite? =D. altho i think kc/dc is a sad name.. they copied ac/dc.... so mean.

as usual. the only thing i look forward to every week is apel. coz wallace always ahs some fun story to tell us abt the stupidity of ppl. apel activity was fun. we had to a piece of paper and we had to make sure 10...11 pairs of feet were on it in order. so we had a pair of scissors and we had to get cracking.

naturally everyone went channel 8. so i sat at the corner and was listenin to pf. [for those whu dont know. pf is pink floyd. good band. i recommend their songs Money, How i wish you were here, and Another Brick in the Wall.]. so wallace was wonering wth? so i told him ' heh china do all the work, india just comes in and get s profit. outsourcing in its natural glory.

speaking of outsourcing. i think the movies shanghai noon and shanghai knights, are perfect examples of outsourcing and foreign talent. your local cowboys cant do shit? call in a chinese cowboy man! they work good, cheap, and fast. plus easy to hire, adn need minimal care. foreign talent is bad tho. all ur local no jobs they get pissed and riots start. foreing talent is a a couse for alot of problems but when u think abt it from their point of view, all they're doin is escaping form their hellhole that is their mother land. boy it must suck at your place so bad ni order for u to leave it totally and work for minimal wages and care in another. makes u wonder wat their life was b4 that like.

so anyway wallace was going abt an example abt how some ppl in singapore itself think that sg is like totally chinese or something.

apparently last week in tp there was a talk somewhere and during that 4 hr talk [4 bloody hrs!; without a break! u think u can stay awake tt long sittin in one place? even i like... walk ard the house aft 2 or 3 hrs of gaming. 4 hrs is a mega killer on the ass.]. i heard someone was scolded fro sleeping thru that talk but yea i dont he should be like. openly and so badly scoded man. i mean. if ur talk can make someone sleep, doesnt that like uh...mean something? im not accusing or anything. this is just food for thought, know wat i mean.

ok so that was just the non accusing thing. here comes the juicy bit.

i heard he played a 15min show during his talk. wat was disturbing was that it wa chinese show. as in the people were talkin chinese. now u may think this is not so bad. this is the part wher eu look at urself, and ur ic. then look at mi. im not the chinese one [see my blog pic?, im the odd one out. sigh can see all the gals rejecting mi all over agn. zzzzz!!!!] so yea it would be hard for mi. then u guys would say stuff like ' read the subtitles la'. heres the more disturbing part. NO SUBTITLES.

i dont know abt u guys, but i tell u, if i was there, i would have either shouted 'WTF' after 3minutes or maybe id walk out. and if the speaker was to ask mi where are u going, id say ' out'. then when he asked 'why?', id say ' coz i dont understand a damn thing thats comnig outof tt video. so screw that.'

some of u may think that that would be mean of me. and yea i know.. the usualy ' OMG that wierdo sivam lets stay away frm him coz he is freaky and stuff.' . consider this u little assclowns, wat if i made u sit thru a whole tamil programmed for 15mins, without any subtitles, would u endure it? for those whu said no. good. now tell mi what would do u abt it? nothin? then u guys suck.

for those whu said ' yes i will endure its only 15mins' , let mi tell u, 15minutes is how it starts man. if u dont speak up, they will keep on doing this, and not considering the feelings and thoughts of others. this is why some people are just idiots. they think since they're the majority so that they can do any-friggin-thing they please. BULLSHIT. being the majority means that u have to take care of the minorites, not forsake them orite? u dun just play ur shit ard and expect ppl to know wat ure doin. were a little hot pot of ppl. so u better be tolerant of ppl stuff.

im not trying to start a fite here. i being tactless i know. but im doing this intentionally. being tactful basically lets aggressive people walk all over you. i learnt this the hard way in secondary sch. i was always the kind guy and helping ppl with stuff. whenever something was wrong, id try to help as much as i can, and wat to i get for it? a scolding or maybe a little insulting. same as poly. not a day goes by without ppl looking and pointing at me. look u guys, dont like being with a guy whus not chinese and feel angry at a guy complaining abt the excess of chinese ard here? i got an idea fro u, u go pack all ur stuff, find a big panda, and ride all the way east until u hit the yellow river or something. i mean cmon! be tolerant or something. so far i fele ok whenever im having projects with others and they talk chinese, coz at least they're learning to tell themselves 'OMG NO CHINA PLS' and they speak english, they're a couple of nice guys they are. sometimes they cnat describe stuff in english, which is cool, coz then tehy explain to mi, i say it in english and they go ' ooooo =D'

i guess there is more to write. but i cant think of anything yet. ah blah i think i shall just go play suome mmorpg... byebye~

i think maple story is a games for 7 -yr olds to play to get introed into the world of gaming. but thats another story. for another day

KTHXBYE

[wo bu zhi dao : the difficulties of a indian guy strugglin to live in a pre-dominant chinese community. good lord i gotta write that down]