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Aka: Sivam, Siv, Blitz, Player 3, Yellow Player, Mavis, Mavz
Class: Sin
Status: shell
Aspirations: nil.
Saturday, March 11, 2006
HI!
what? another post? so early? dont ask why, there are thousands of secrets left uncovered in the world. and each of them will drive you mad.. MAD XD .take for example philips striped shirt. its stripes are diagonal.. and hes standing straight.. its madness i say!
im not updating abt the DnD just yet. just thought id do some random stuff since i was bored. so dont mind. anyway its my blog so i can write whatever i want.. and xiew can too. XD.
orite results wise.. a shocker! my order of subjects to fail in the sense the first one has the highest probability for failing was CRE, MT, AIA, and cGMP... and my results.. were arranged in tt ascending order! CRE was D, MT was D+, AIA was C+ and cGMP B. lol. sadly my GPA is only 2. which is explainable coz i was coaster all this while.. and i did fail alot in year 1. i mostly them the teachers. but it is human nature to blame others than urself. if u could blame urself, ud be a very nice guy.. or very stupid. coz ppl will blame u for their stuff. and soon u will crack. and die. and not die nicely as in 'rest on the bed and ur soul departs kthxbye'. more like a 'o noes a knife in my head blargh i m dead' die. so try to blame urself too much. i tot that sometimes and u see how i ended up... personally i kinda wished i didnt fail as much during year 1. but hey, no point thinking about that now. so yea. blargh.
since school ended, ive been wierd thoughts a emotions surging thru myself. i dont know why. but i just feel overall-y depressed about stuff rite now. its basically empty ard here ya know? i got nothing to live for.. so basically im just waiting for death to take mi soon haha. have u ever had one of those days where u just wanna die for a few minutes, and float around and see how everyone is doing. then go a fuck around with their minds? sigh... yea i dont know. i think most ppl are rite when they say i aint in a stable mind. i need help zzz ah watever
what have i been doin since graduation absolutely nothing. which is scary coz absolutely nothing means im just lying ard and listening to music. im not gaming, im not reading.. im not watching tv.. im just keepin myself awake with nothing but rock and grunge music.
well i guess its time for mi to write about my graudation. so... yea lemme publish this then write about that. forgot wat i wanna write here... o well maybe i'll remember when i write the next one.
lthxbye
[If i died today, would anyone know? or care?]
what? another post? so early? dont ask why, there are thousands of secrets left uncovered in the world. and each of them will drive you mad.. MAD XD .take for example philips striped shirt. its stripes are diagonal.. and hes standing straight.. its madness i say!
im not updating abt the DnD just yet. just thought id do some random stuff since i was bored. so dont mind. anyway its my blog so i can write whatever i want.. and xiew can too. XD.
orite results wise.. a shocker! my order of subjects to fail in the sense the first one has the highest probability for failing was CRE, MT, AIA, and cGMP... and my results.. were arranged in tt ascending order! CRE was D, MT was D+, AIA was C+ and cGMP B. lol. sadly my GPA is only 2. which is explainable coz i was coaster all this while.. and i did fail alot in year 1. i mostly them the teachers. but it is human nature to blame others than urself. if u could blame urself, ud be a very nice guy.. or very stupid. coz ppl will blame u for their stuff. and soon u will crack. and die. and not die nicely as in 'rest on the bed and ur soul departs kthxbye'. more like a 'o noes a knife in my head blargh i m dead' die. so try to blame urself too much. i tot that sometimes and u see how i ended up... personally i kinda wished i didnt fail as much during year 1. but hey, no point thinking about that now. so yea. blargh.
since school ended, ive been wierd thoughts a emotions surging thru myself. i dont know why. but i just feel overall-y depressed about stuff rite now. its basically empty ard here ya know? i got nothing to live for.. so basically im just waiting for death to take mi soon haha. have u ever had one of those days where u just wanna die for a few minutes, and float around and see how everyone is doing. then go a fuck around with their minds? sigh... yea i dont know. i think most ppl are rite when they say i aint in a stable mind. i need help zzz ah watever
what have i been doin since graduation absolutely nothing. which is scary coz absolutely nothing means im just lying ard and listening to music. im not gaming, im not reading.. im not watching tv.. im just keepin myself awake with nothing but rock and grunge music.
well i guess its time for mi to write about my graudation. so... yea lemme publish this then write about that. forgot wat i wanna write here... o well maybe i'll remember when i write the next one.
lthxbye
[If i died today, would anyone know? or care?]