HI [take ur time to read the whole thing. it will be here.]

yes there is apost i did on saturday posted directly below this one. its just basically a exhaust post. that is too say. iw rote it for the sake of keepin hold to the thoughts i was thinking about, you know, b4 they swirled away and disappeared into the indefinite void.

alrite so lets talk abt the DnD.

so i left my house ard.. 5 -ish i think. i was getting ready to leave but it was raining.. luvkily my dad was taking my bro and sis out so i hitched a ride in the car to pasir ris. on the way to the interchange i saw breandan cai. but my dad was didt hear mi say stop. and by the time he did, we were too far off. thought i could pick brendan.. assumed we were goin to the control station together... lol ah well.. im sorry =(

then i reached the control station. realized i only had 3 bucks in my ezlink.. so...boom 10bucks went byebye... then i waited for philip for awhile. the reason i didnt call is coz my phone is still fucked. i can hear ppl but when i talk, they cant hear me [heh i bet most of the ppl ard here are going : yea tts an ideal world. where sivam talk and nobody can hear. nerts to u then.]. then philip appeared aft a while. apprently he was late coz he went to buy the whistles. [ which we never ever used. huh. funny thing that..] and philips shirts drove me MAD. most of us were wearing stripes. so was he. but... his striped were diagonal... from SW to NE. ours were all N to S. and it was wierd.... he was stnading striaght but his shirt was diagonal.. slanted... my mind was shattered into a billion pieces, all of which were dipped in acid and set on fire. tts how maddening is was.

then mi and phil met ken and hong piaw.. then we met jeck, john and kah wah. john looked like some china rapper. =X but dont take my word for it. trust mi i look awful too. and in the pics. omfg. i looked like some genetic anomaly. lemme die. pls.

in case u guys dont know im not extremely photogenic. actually im just hideous.. on/ off camera.. maybe its ggentics.. but my parents are ok. zzzz. unless im adopted. o teh horror. i look stiff, i cant smile and whenever i do the rayne summer smily thing i look wierd. fuck... shit... sigh shitfuck!

then when we reached uh.. orchard i think.. we met patrick and zz. then shawn and wendy came over. then it was like a bunch of us just walkin ard like idiots. we knew where we were goin.. just we looked like idiots.

we reached the place. and we saw ppl from the other courses. most dressed up as if it was the prom. i mean. wth man. not prom... not prom.. lol. ah watever. personnaly i have no idea wat to dress for RnB. wanted to bring ym labcoat and say i tot it was RnD [hehe it was funny in theory] but blah another way to be mocked and insulted by so i rather not. =X.

then we went up and just signed up and got our door gift. and i think patrick still has our door gifts. dammit i just remembered.. anyway then we waited for the rest of the gang to come up. prety soon we were sitting down and having fun. the dinner was good. i dont know why but i liked the food. it wasnt too bad. esp the potato salad. amazing. i dont know why but i cant make a decent potato salad. i think coz i add to much bacon. kills the orignal taste zz. ah well. sat with the 4 gays of my class, wallace, kee leong, max, wood and shawn. haha got called up during an event thansk to stupid max whu must die a horrible death.

ok for the event was mi pat, robin and the brithday guy [excuse mi for be too blur i cant even write it without being psychologicaly affected] basically iwas turned intoa woman by a helper i had to choose coz no one loves mi to help mi blargh ok thats it. yea bye. i chose bb. cozeveryone i like is mean. yea bye.

didnt join much in photo taking. the guys suggested to take a photo with her but i dont know. it just didnt feel rite to me.. plus i think she was forced into it.. and id be damned if i forced someone to do something for mi. [which is ironic in a sense. if u know why its ironic i'll give u a prize for not only telling mi y its ironic, but for readin the whole article.]. i dont know part of mi wanted to savour the moment. part of mi just didnt want her to look at the pic.. and.. say ..sigh y did i do that. zzz

saw a few cute girls tho. theres the girl frm the asc club. haha dyed hair but it looked nice. then there's that girl whu won the first prize in the lottery. omg she was so cute!!! short hair. nice height and had a good smile. angelina knows her lol.. so i found her name [ boon is callin me a stalker under his breath rite now. do not listen to him for he is crazy, and he likes melons. cmon melons man! only evil ppl love melons. do not forget the minor melon revolt in 1654. so many lives were lost..] but the point was, she was darn cute! u know my, i got a thing for short haired girls zz. haha yay for mi. but u gotta admit.. Jo was pretty hot too =X haha. then we went clubbin

um.. clubbing was fun. drank quite a bit.and us danced alot.. almost all of us got on the platform coz we r we all damn stupid lol... haha. everyone was great. a lot of us were there... lets see if i can name em all.. ahem.. me, cheryl pat geraldine, jessily huda, joanna, patryce, gary, philip, aloy, zai mao, frengky, wen qing, ken, hong piaw, other ken, robin, jes, ee meing, brendan, han liang, han liang gf, eileen, si ying, xiang rui, shawn, wendy uh... uh... zhao yun sam, jian wen, junquan, kah wah woan ting, zhi zhong yea i think tts abt it. o yea wallace too [ if i forgot any names, can someone tell mi so i can add em? thank u.] had a vondka cranberry. which was ok. then brendand bought scotch. tried some mixtures.. with coke it was good.. the other filler not as much. on its on its damn foul tasting. zzzz. but the cooling sensation was ok. hey at least i didnt screw my self over and get drunk rite... haha.

the dancing was nice. alot of songs i recognize.. the billie jean, its my life.. and the song Joanna... omfg.. when it played wen qing was just lookin at mi and laughin hysterically.. wah lau and for some reason we wer eon the platform.. all too high.. heh. considering the fact 1/4 of the place was dominated by tp, from applied science no less, i guess it was ok.

wallace got drunk and had to be sent home. i do hope he's ok. o wait cheryl said he was. so good. man that guy sure knows how to get buzzed.. basically reached home ard 5 and we palyed dota online. haha. gary fell asleep in the middle of the game. and we were down on player.. sigh. but it was fun.

all in all, it was a fun nite, aside frm the revelation that no girl will help unless i ask zzzz. XD other than that, and the lack of photo and the fact icouldnt talk to her. it was ok. so yea.

tts all i guess. i gotta think of something to write for wendy b4 she goes off to cali~ well i got some time.. sian leaving on saturday or sunday.. watever it is its ard 4am. and i gotta be there coz shawn asked mi too. haha personally i would be there anyway.. but.. 4am... blah shud be awake. XD.

well if anything else i'll update. until then, keep watching this page ok? thanks guys... and..gals [if any] lol... blargh i m dead.

kthxbye
[um ok i dont really wanna write much coz she wouldnt care. But she looked absolutelye great that night =D. even tho i tried to avoid all contact with her.]