[ok another post by xiew. where does he find the time...]

ok today's post is 100% dedicated to my dearest fren Wendy, whu leaves for California on sat morning. 4 ever! [DUN DUN DUUUUUN!!]. she will be missed by lots tho =(.

so let see...

the first time i met wendy was in the my second year of poly. i didnt actually meet her as in saw her and said hi. it was more of a ... she added in msn, i was wondering who it was, and she said she was wendy [which is true coz she doesnt lie..] and i said ok and i said i was sivam and yea tt was it.my first thoughts were 'she added mi to msn? but why? ive never talked to her b4.. ' but i couldnt care less abt that plus it was nice of her to add me, the least i could do was actually talk to her right?

so anyway wendy was a nice person. almost every other day shed msg mi and she n i would talk abt stuff. she offcially became my therapist and one of my 3 advisors coz her thoughts and input were logical and altho sometimes it was quite bitter to swallow, it was worth it i guess. wendy has the uncanny ability to actually burrow into my head, use my brains as sustinence, thus making her able to read my mind. i remember when we were talkin during the mp poster exhibition last year, i didnt really tell her much, tho i needed someone to talk too. the scary part was she managed to figure out what was going on, and i didnt even tell anyone or anyhting. [even the com doesnt know..] i dont know what she did but i guess its coz over the year we grew very close. wendy is a nice girl to talk to. im surprised she doesnt mind discussing my probs with me and helping mi with stuff. shes a sweet little thing. the chalet was also another time when we talked abt stuff. blargh her logic hurts. she was right.. i hate that.. i hate the fact that she was right. but anyway gotta accept it.. sigh

wendy and i, we're pretty darn close. among the chem eng ppl, she is by far, the person who knows mi the most. which i dont mind really coz shes like the one of the sweetest ppl i know. my classmates... um.. they each know a certain side of mi. but wendy knows alsmot every single part of mi. my.. essence, in a way. which is why im gonna be depressed when shes gone.. well..more depressed anyway. im oredi quite low rite now zzz.

the thing im gonna miss when she's gone is probably all the talks. sure she'll be 16hrs behind mi..[probably the same as my tina] but then i dont talk to tina as much either. maybe during the weekends i could. heh. also i gonna miss that lol.. plus i got no one to call mi an idiot gamer and prevent mi from playing. so far only she does that. im palying.. she msges mi, im still playing.. then she calls mi an idiot gamer.. the shes goes off line.. then i got to msg her to say hi and say im not an idiot gamer. and then i stop playing and then she says ok and then .... well i go back to playing aft 2 hrs.. but i wasted 2 hrs not playing... zzzz.

so basically wendy... try not to go.. just like stow away back her if needed. haha. if u leeave i got no one to talk to.. asidfe frm my other 2 advisors... but then my trinity is broken o noes... zzz. anyway i'll talk to u whenever ure online.. and be sure to check my blog once in a while kay? haha ^^. and take care.. i'll try to attend ur weddin. that is if i dont die first.

KTHXBYE

[Bye Bye Therapist Number 3... gonna miss u like hell]