so i was watching scrubs last nite, and i think sarah chalked would look AMAZING in the super girl outfit. the white and blue skirt one, not the red blue krypton flag one. shes got nice blonde hair, great eyes, and i can imagine her striking the pose. her boobs are nice too. not too big, not too small either. [did i offend anyone? too bad]

o yea speaking of snacktrays, have u seen the miss singapore universe or watever commercials? i was watching it the other day and i saw her face and stuff, and she was...not good. so i asked my mum y the hell did she win, and my mum tells mi to wait for awhile, and then we see her in the swimsuit and u can see that altho her hair is 5, her face and smile were a 5.5...her gazongas were at least a 8 or 9.. good lord they were some huge funbags. guess it goes to show that if ure a girl with a huge rack, many options are open to u. u dun even have to look good..look average..and some ripe melons, and ure good to go. happens in the work force too i bet :P.

o man i sounds like a 13 yr old in the past few paragraphs.. nvm

me? i dont mind boobie sizes, some girls just look cute.. like these 2 chicks i saw in the train on sunday morning. one was chinese, nice hair and eyes, the other was a caucasian chick..prolly in her mid 20s. nice short hair, good rank, and her figure was to drool for. sadly her bf was some navy seal lookin person.. but i had fun looking. something abt her.. i think it was her nose.. was small and buttony, it was cute ^^. i have no idea how to explain

And yes, yes i went out on sunday morning, i bet half of u are thinking 'omg did sivam go to church?' the asnwer is no. i'll explain below, the other half are thinking 'omg sivam went out! i tot he plays some computer or something' ..yes i went out..had too it was important.. explain below ^^

I met Wendy Tsai on sun morning, she came back for like a few days, b4 she's heading back to taiwan. [yes she was in us, but back to taiwan she goes. long story short. gloebtrekking ftw.] we had brunch at mac, my treat, then we sat down and talked a little, she forcibly took my picture zzz [i hate pics, i look bad in em, either, a punk, a sorry ass, a gangster or just sum very sad sack of potatoes.] we talked abt life, future, she wanted to give mi therapy session but i didnt need it ^^. i met her in toa payoh at 11plus.. wich is amazing coz 1) i woke up at 8 to get ready and get sum gaming in between and 2) ive never been to toa payoh b4. it was a happy day.brunch at mac was bad... i had to drink coke coz they didnt give mi water..and now i have a sore throat... zzz =(. but seeing her agn was great, she did something to her hairy. very teh funky. sadly she left for taiwan like...9hrs ago..and i forgot to see her off.. she told mi didnt need to, but i told her iwill try..but i forgot until the server went down today... i was like..server maintenence today...o holy fuck its tuesday!. im so gonna get a scolding when she comes online zzz. prolly gonna call mi an idiot gamer =(.

ok i forgot wat else to write abt so i should just get on to the Order!

just like some ppl say that their soul is tied to god or watever, My very essence is tied to The Order! The Order is the driving force to my being, a reason for everything if you will

why is it when i see a deck of cards shuffled, i rearrange em so that its always ace to king Clubs, Diamonds, Hearts and Spades? It is coz of the order.
Why do i arrange the shirts in my cupboard from the colour spectrum, red being at the bottom, purple on top? The Order
Why are all my characters in WoW have names that are alliterations? THe Order

the Order is my inner obsession. i belive that everything has to be put together by colours, then arranged in alphabetical order or watever sequence that is available at that moment.

the order also controls the unspoken rules on my life, like not bailing out on ppl, speed >power> defence>speed, and how im supposed to sit in the movie theatre. [mi->duez>xtra>russ>meisnoob]. its quite difficult to explain how it works, coz i look at something, and look at something else, and i know where to place it why coz of the Order i have worked it.

the order also helps mi do normal stuff. like which to do first, why, and how. the order compels to mi to arrange things in such wierd ways, like how the lamps must always be at the top right of a table, and the coastersa t the top left, how squares must be placed at corners, and stuff. o yea, and how whenever i eat an M&M, i must make sure i take of every colour and not two, and how when i have a burger, the patty must not be bigger than the bun. if not i gotta eat the patty until it fits, and when i wash plates, i gotta go the same number of times clock wise and anti clockwise [even numbers not odd]

zzz i think i wrote too much... write mroe later....as for now... tv +sleep...

And for some reason my current email wont sign to MSN.. wtf.

btw Hapy Bday to my Fellow warlock-ess,...o wait female warlock=witch. Happy Bday to Muted! the witch!...well that didnt sound rite. but anyway Happy 30th Bday! XD XD. and play more zz

[3 things on a girl that grab my attention:
Glasses
Short Hair. Blonde , Black, BRown, Red [in that order]
Braces. dont know why.
so far in my life only saw one girl with those 3 features.. it was like 5+ years ago [DKYP ftw..]
lol.]