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Name: Sivam
Aka: Sivam, Siv, Blitz, Player 3, Yellow Player, Mavis, Mavz
Class: Sin
Status: shell
Aspirations: nil.

Monday, August 20, 2007

HI! (i am going to try to write decently from now on. just wanna see how deep ive fallen and if i can get myself out)

alright so it has been a week since my last post. this is my final shift before i take a one week break. and hopefully it will not be interrupted by troublesome events such as the army half marathon.

work was ok. nothing special happened. although my ipod was jammed at the end, around 2 hours before the end, and i was sad.. and i was about to listen aya hirano's 'bouken desho desho?'. on the upside, i did manage to listen to 'God Knows...' , which is an excellent song. currently up there in my list a favourites, along with:

Led Zeppelin: Stairway to Heaven
Guns N Roses: November Rain
Kylie Minogue: Love at first Sight
Queen: Bohemian Rhapsody

there are more.. but these are the songs i cannot live without.

speaking of which i had a couple of interesting conversations with some people during duty and going home.. same motive..wondering what i was interested in.. for example

cast:
me= me
him = shahid from c4 [we took a cab home coz he lived in tamp and since it was on the way i and i was tired to take the bus. early to home = early to wow]

him: ok i know u want to listen to ur ipod during the trip but dont. coz im bored and in order to pass the time until tamp lets talk

me: ok... what would u like to know?

him: hm.. what type of music do u like?

me: me? hm.. oldies mostly

him: wha?

me: u know.. beatles, eagles, led zep, queen

him: holy shit. really? u look like the kind of guy who listens to rap and rnb

me: yea i get that alot [its true, ask the people. but i forget which people so dont ask]. not into it though.. i prefer the stuff before i was born u know? Stairway to heaven u know?

him: hell yea! one of the best rock songs ever made

me: mm hm.. and pink floyd's dark side of the moon, wish you were here..

him : [expression on face clearly indicated omg-ness] omg really. and here i thought u were some punk into rap haha. what other bands do u like?

me: -.- noo not a punk! uh.. rolling stones? the stones and beatles influenced most of my early days. then i drifted to the mellowness of floyd and led zep.. queen is still timeless. and when i was younger, i liked abba and bread and the Bee Gees^^

him: wow now this is something i never expected from you.. im into it but not as much as u.. but i think you and ym dad can get along.

me : [expression indicated a stun lock] heh yea i get that alot..

which got me thinking [which is bad sign.. coz when i think, i go overboard.]. i remember in poly when i was sitting at the orange bench area and pat, out of nowhere, turned and said

you know when i first saw u in year 1 i thought you were a punk.. a badly dressed punk noetheless..

me: oh? what about now?

pat: now i realized ure not that bad

me: uh. ok. thanks.

now why am i classified that way.. i figure it becoz of how i look.. i know when i let my hair grow long and tried for the squall look, it made mi look look like a geek and a lunatic [my hair is too wavy, so it curled at all the wrong places]. when i cut it to spikes, ppl thought i was a punk[even though i was going for another look].

people judge you by what you look like.. all those phrases like 'dont a judge a book by its cover' and beauty is only skin deep' are just phrases. their purpose ? to remind people not to do it.. but yet even when they say that, they still judge books by their covers. they dont practice what they preach. 'do as i say, not as i do' huh? oh well it cant be helped.

Moral of the Story: what is inside a person does not count, because no one can see it. the only time when the outside doesnt matter, and the inside counts, in when ur buying strawberry jam or peanut butter.

unrelated note: i went to watch the Bourne Ultimatum on sunday with jeremy and daniel [aka wizzy and xtra. aka player 1 and payer 2. if u ask who is player 3.. you obviously have not been paying attention]

from now till the end of the article.. jeremy will be p1, dan will be p2.

so i met p1 at pasir ris coz i missed the shuttle bus.. had to walk from my place to the train station.. took longer than usual.. a sign of my fitness going down.. he asked mi to buy a psp to play final fantasies. [ not one of them..all of them]. tempting.. but i still got ff3,4,5,6 on the ds to play, finish and complete. so we discussed some stuff until we reached tamp to find p2. we went to cs to get the tickets. and like everytime i go to tampines i see grace chen

alright, what on earth is going on? i go to tm, i see her eating at pastamania.. i go to cs, i see her doin something for her nails. its.. spooky.i dont get it.. maybe shes into me. or definitely shes not ^^. conincidence yea

so we had dinner and bk, and went for the movie at 9

The Bourne Ultimatum:

one word . Fan-Freaking-Tastic. its hyphenated so its one word. Jason Bourne is the best assassin there is in this time. from the beginning, you already are thrust into the action. the way he fights in close combat is amazing and his ability to stay cool and keep an emotionless expression just leaves mi in awe. now i like assassins. rogues thieves whatever. thats what i play online in any game.. unless i try somehting interesting..but mostly its the quick hitters and hiders. jason bourne is one hell of a combat subtelty rogue. i cant remember how many funny scenes were in the movie, but one towards the end was hilarious. SPOILER: when he infiltrated the guys office lol.. the fight scenes was fast, just way i liked it. and the deception and levels of forward thinking were amazing.. i wonder if u learn these techniques or is it more of a gift.. i guess i will never know

Morale of the Story: Matt Damon is Jason Bourne.. kick ass!

thats it for this post.. its long coz i used alot of lines.. but when u read it.. its suddenly over.. oops. more to come next time..

for now.. i have to ponder abt who this unknown to u is.. maybe i should start paying attentiont o my surroundings more.


kthxbye [yea i kinda failed.. so might as well]

[unknown to me: who are u.. i keep asking people, i get clues..but im no nearer to it than i was months ago... sigh.. this is why i dont play puzzle games. ]

Sivam entered the zone of despair and has been trapped there since 8/20/2007 11:46:00 AM

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