A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love huh?

u know when u think u can read someone, and then u try to read them, then u realize u dont know how to, but u only realize when u do something so stupid coz u assumed..

me: but i thought..
random guy: u think who confirm? army phrase, applicable in real life.
me: sigh.

i have bad judgement over things, hence my lack of leadership qualities. i cant seem to make good decisions or i either think too much or too little. which then causes a wrong chain o event.. thing with life is that there is [sadly] no save points.

take my recent encounter.. i actually thought that she'd actually feel the same way.. logic pointed out.. rep and complements present.. it wasnt really the perfect outing but i guess it was ok by my standards[ hm maybe thats one prob... dont g out much] or maybe its really just nothing but mutual frenship. but still it kinda sucks when that comes out.

kimi ga itara kawaru...


anyway ive got a bunch of free days till sunday..then my schedule is here and there..but i do get 18th to 28th off.. so i guess thats good =D.

what has been happening lately... hm... stephs quiet.. pris seems stable, and renjs working.. so the only 3 girls i msg are all happy on their own.. i got my ds, and i have zelda on it.. so thats ok too =D

so anyway...today 4 oct i went to snetosa for some company cohesion thing... the thing was in the morning, and i rocked. so many japanese girls everywhere... someone looked 16-18 but they were so freaking cute.. nice hairstyles, glasses, fashion sense im not sure [do i look like a chick to you?] but yea.. Meganekko Kawaii! [there was one that looked like Sanae Nakajima from Sumomo Mo Momo Mo. <3. [Fave Chara coz: short hair, meganekko, Iincho, and voice by Hirano Aya!] anyway the tour was ok, the race was ok... it was hot but i managed to get myself an ice cream [ vanilla of course =)] so i was content.walked ard the place talkin about crap and stuff


will more when i feel like it

kthxbye

[hm so the japs were mean to us during wwII.. but look! Anime! Sushi! Cosplay Girls! call it even ok?]

Meganekko are hot!