hi

Hirano Aya''s Birthday on monday. XD 20!

sigh i think i wasted my life.. cant be helped, maybe i should try to disappear. or something...

lets see the options available to mi.

local uni: dragon year+my grades = low possibility.. i dont wanna repeat poly life.. uninspiring course+ crazy me.. just mi a financial burden rite?

overseas uni: the thought of it alonne makes my cash go down so thats a no...

but then i cant game my whole life away.. apparently... and regardless of what happens, i need to take care of my bro no matter what happens i guess.. leaving him in someone else's hands would prolly be murder on my part. z. not that i can do anything better myself.

what exactly is the point in telling me to make plans for myself, when in the end, i have to follow ur plans, in order for the good of every. u know what? screw everyone.

the future? i dont know.. i really dont know..


kthxbye

[if i could repeat my life all over again, id just do all my mistakes, only sooner.]