hm

i guess when i think about it for a long while, i realize that no matter how much i feel for someone, i dont know them at all to base my feelings.

for example, i dont even know her favourite colour [i guessed right, but i didnt know], her birthday [i actually had to ask her. zomg!], her likes, dislikes and stuff. i only she has someone important in her life and thats it..

i guess thats the diff between friends, and something else right? hm. maybe i should try to understand people more, instead of rushing through, gun ablazing and demanding or somthing like that

i should try to get to know her better... but is it too late? and where do i begin.

people keep secrets frome ach other. its a defense mechanism, coz if u say too much, they have the power to manipulate and black mail you. but if a certain level of trust is attained, thats ok.

she's nice, funny, able to take my insanity, and interprets the whole in a her own way, that i find refreshing. but rather that just being friends... is it possible?

perhaps , when it comes to affairs of the heart, lord stormrage probably sums up the problem for me : 'You are not prepared'. he's right.. he definitely is right.

nothing further. Blitz Out.

[i remember she said that we were 2 wierd people.. or something like that. why cant i recall the exact statement? because i was not focusing right? or was it, coz im just a lazy sod?]