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Aka: Sivam, Siv, Blitz, Player 3, Yellow Player, Mavis, Mavz
Class: Sin
Status: shell
Aspirations: nil.
Monday, December 03, 2007
with reference to my post on 211107, its true.
parents always try to raise their children right so that in the future, they can tell others about their children or grandchildren..
on one side, its like braggin rights. 'yeap my son's a doctor' gg pwned.
on the other side, its more of a validation of their role as a successful parent. i mean... u cant raise a kid up for 18years, then he does somethin criminal.. the first thing that runs through a parent's head is ' where did i go wrong?'
as much as i dont want to burden my parents with that, it seems that it is indeed, unavoidable. anything i attempt , results in failure. its my fault yea. but what if they blame themselves? and even worse, what if other people , their peers, the peers of their peers, and strangers, all blame my parents too?
please. whatever that comes to me, its my fault. dont ever blame them orite? and dont link it all up like ' o hes like that, and their other kids are also like that so obviously they suck' or watever.
sigh cant be helped. im pretty much a jack of all trades yet incompetent in every single one of them
life is full of despair and worry
[the best present i can give my parents, is the faith in their parenting... if i cant give that, i fail as an offspring, and as a human. no matter what they say, it will probably hurt them the most.]
parents always try to raise their children right so that in the future, they can tell others about their children or grandchildren..
on one side, its like braggin rights. 'yeap my son's a doctor' gg pwned.
on the other side, its more of a validation of their role as a successful parent. i mean... u cant raise a kid up for 18years, then he does somethin criminal.. the first thing that runs through a parent's head is ' where did i go wrong?'
as much as i dont want to burden my parents with that, it seems that it is indeed, unavoidable. anything i attempt , results in failure. its my fault yea. but what if they blame themselves? and even worse, what if other people , their peers, the peers of their peers, and strangers, all blame my parents too?
please. whatever that comes to me, its my fault. dont ever blame them orite? and dont link it all up like ' o hes like that, and their other kids are also like that so obviously they suck' or watever.
sigh cant be helped. im pretty much a jack of all trades yet incompetent in every single one of them
life is full of despair and worry
[the best present i can give my parents, is the faith in their parenting... if i cant give that, i fail as an offspring, and as a human. no matter what they say, it will probably hurt them the most.]