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booked out sat night. had the whole of sunday free [a weekend. yay.] as usual, did not do much, which is a prime example of my life anyway.


sigh. the bad thing about blog hopping is that sometimes u read stuff that really, makes u sad , and wish u never read it. but then, you would be lying to yourself, so why bother. zzz today i learnt that i can never be someone important to anyone or about anything.

do you think everyone has the potential to do great things? that everyone is destined to change the world. when i was younger, i thought so. i thought anyone could be anyone they wanted.

then everything crumbled.

people like mi, are not meant for greatness. heck, im not meant for normal things. there must always be balance. no light without shadow, no evil without good, no despair without hope. if everyone were to become great, wouldnt that be norm? with nothing to compare it to, i would be a normal thing.

some will rise above the rest, but the great Order will also ensure some will fall below, to restore balance to the world. i dont know where my place exacttly is, but i know for sure, i am not destined for greatness

oh btw i got a haircut. hopes its pass-able. walked home from white sands today, while listening to metallica. not too bad. almost got distracted while climbing the fence thing. ah well. at least i didnt die right?

nothing else much really.. bookin in tmr. need to do some xmas shopping. up next is my damn xmas list. things i wish i had or seen, but if i nv get it, its no surprise =D.

[We all cant be heroes. Otherwise, who would be at the sidewalks to cheer us on?]

No matter how much i fail, apparently i cant seem to give up when shes involved? either im very devoted, and hope that some day she'll understand and know.

or i am very stupid, setting myself up for a very very big disappointment.

either way, i bet it would look cool on camera.

Optimus Prime, i am lost.