No matter what , you can never change your fate. A thief will always be a thief. a thief can never hope to be a knight. it is just not in him. and besides, even he were to do stuff that knights only do, people will still consider him a thief.

although this is partly my fault as well. what was i thinking? to actually hope that it could come true. of course i do love to squash my own dreams, but if it seems too good to be true, it probably is. it seemed so perfect and then i had to ask a critical question, and all the pieces came together. it made sense, im glad i made it make sense, but then i feel angry about it. thats the problem with me. i actually HOPE. i really should not. but meh, what can i say? im a weak nublet.

since im on a roll , ive decided to fully play planetarian on new years eve to usher in the new year in ronery. also, i will complete CLANNAD. after story included. by the end of the year. spending the last few days of the year, in baww.

currently playing Unlimited Blade Works. finished Stay Night, it was meh. [haha shirou you suck. the love of your life confessing to you, and then slowly fading out of existence. still, it could be worse. she may tell you she had a crush on you years ago but was too afraid to tell you in the past. and she decides to tell you now coz she got over you and wanted to get it off your chest! no im not bitter, why do you ask?]

yea slow sivam is slow. he is only halfway through unlimted blade works, and hasnt even touched rin. archer is awesome. not as in combat fighting awesome, but as in ' i hate you shirou drown in your ideals and die' awesome. rin is of course : Tsun-tsun-dere-tsun-dere-tsun-tsun. [dammit such a catchy tune]. unlocked most of the bad ends up to now.. just a week more to go, 5 bad/dead ends, Normal and True End. and then...Onwards to Heaven's Feel. and Sakura Matou! fuck yea she is the most awesomest chara. in b4 worms.

i should just succumb to my fate. which i am doin now. playing Kingdom of Loathing and Warhammer Online. both good games. WAR for the pvp and unlocking tomes. KOL for the Lulz. also tried melty blood. Ciel is awesome. but i cant seem to fully execute her moves. and i learnt why i suck in fighting games. i dont know how to block. and blocking is a very important move

[sorry if this post seems rushed or doesnt make any sense at all. blogger swallowed a whole post just now and i was pissed. ]